I have been so busy this months... I have been planning my cosplay attire and yes, I'm a cosplayer... I haven't update my blog because I have so many stuff to do... Never thought that this kind of hobby is energy draining much... But this is what I love.. I have nothing against it... Now, I'm still learning to balance my time... I have finished writing my story Yin and Yang... Even Yin and Yang 2 but I haven't rewrite it but it's finished! thank Lord.. Hope by next week or this Friday I can publish two post..

Yin and Yang continuation..

            Many months have passed, I became closed to them and they treated me like their own little sister (I’m even immune to Kuru’s scary look… well… sometimes). Kuru is really into arts and his very good at it. Haru is good at baking desserts and I’m always craving for it (I think I’m getting fat). The longer I spent with them; I started to have feelings which I can’t comprehend. I always blush when Kuru comes near me and Haru makes me comfortable around him.

            One day, they decided to throw a party at the house. Haru invited his student council committee (He is the president) while Kuru invited his teammates. The three of us clean and get the place spotless. Kuru designs the cards and Haru bakes the desserts (Obvious??). I cooked the meals.

            It was day of the party (everyone in school knows that I worked for them; they bullied me before but now, they totally accept me because of Haru). What a work it was! Serve there. Wash the dishes here. Cook here. Clean this and that. Good thing my classmate pities me when they saw me how exhausted I was; they decided to help me clean before going home. They invited me to play with them (they are a little bit childish) but I was so sweaty and I excuse myself to change.. While going to my room, I heard voices from the balcony. Those voices belongs to Kuru and his friend (the name always escapes me). I hide in the bushes in that room. “I will not tell her. She will never forgive me if she knew the truth. A person like me doesn’t deserve to love her”, I heard Kuru said. Kuru’s in love with someone? Who? This is the first time I knew such things but why do I feel sad? “When I saw her, I thought she was there to remind me that I could never be forgiven. Without realizing it, I was slowly falling in love with her. I shouldn’t have gotten close to her”, Kuru continued. “What are you going to do?” his friend asked him. “Not showing it and lover her from distance is all I can do”, Kuru answered in sad tone. Who could it be? My only mistake at that time is hiding in a plant that is painfully itchy. When they heard a noise, I ran away before they even saw me. Good thing they didn’t recognize me. When they thought it was maybe a noise from below, I decided to peek at them (I was hiding in the wall this time). It was my first time seeing Kuru so sad and full of sorrow. If I go down now, I might be discovered. So… I went directly to my room. I kept thinking about the fact that Kuru was in love with a person that he can’t be with. I didn’t realize I had fallen asleep with this thought on my head.

TO BE CONTINUED..

--Yin and Yang Continuation:--

I was so lucky to land a work at a mansion with two kind masters. They treat me more like a sister than a servant. They are fraternal twins. They are Kuru and Hau my classmates. Let me describe them for you. Haru has big blue eyes and he is brunette. Hair’s longer than Kuru. His a bit taller than me and has a thin body. Meanwhile, Kuru has a black hair and hazel eyes. His eyes are a liitle bit small but beautifully shaped. Haru has a gentle face while Kuru has A VERY SCARY face (he has 4 fangs but he doesn’t look like a vampire).

Their difference doesn’t end there. Kuru is your typical bad boy type. He is very energetic, noisy and childish... He’s a little bit mysterious too…  Haru is serious and he rarely smiles. He always sleeps in very different places. Haru is very studious because he sleeps in class. Unlike Haru, Kuru rarely studies because he listens in class but both of them are top students in our school. Haru is a music lover while Kuru is in sports (he is the MVP player just last year). That’s why they’re the most popular guys in our school. I just recently discovered that they are humorous and generous. Even though Kuru is having a bad time because he has a scary face which scares everyone (including me), but he still shows some signs that he is a kind person. They are really close to each other and they’re co-dependent to each other. 

TO BE CONTINUED

Yin ang Yang

I'm Liezel but everybody calls me Liz. When I was young, my mother and father died. My father died because of a disease, while my mother on the other hand, died because of an accident… She died a year ago… Tragic isn’t it? My mother and brother were involved in a car crash but my brother managed to survive. So, I and my brother are left alone. No relative of ours wants us. They keep on arguing who’s gonna take us but they decided that they would only give us money monthly for our expenses. My brother Kyo tried his best to raise me despite his handicap (he lost the ability to move his legs). Kyo worked at a restaurant and he is great cook but due to his condition, he can’t endure long hours of work. So, to help him, I have to find a job and I landed as a maid in the Hitachi family which allow us to stay at their mansion (they are always alone in that house, their parents are always busy). Free lodging, food and electricity and we are paid. Who could ask for more?

To be Continued..

Please Take Care of My Boy fiend (To His New Girl)

When the first snow came

We promised that going to walk together on this street

But now it's empty street

I'm holding our small rings

And our messy memories 

I'm holding it

What's wrong with me

What have I done until you hate me

I can't think about it

The person more pretty than me

You make like her because she is prettier than me

Chorus:

Please tell me you are sorry

Or miss you

Even if you're not coming back to me

At the end in your heart

Its written overshadowed

You look happy with her

So I'll back you off one step

It's useless holding you

To ask for impossible

When I don't make you smile

You are happy holding hand with her

I'm not the one that makes your heart is beating

(Repeat Chorus)

It's not true, isn't it?

I know that everything, I was so scared

I'm sorry, you may hurt too

Even by accident

I don't want to see you

You two are so good together

I'm alright

Even you are not mine I will keep my eyes in you

I won't forget you so fast

Because I'm such a slow woman

--I only updated my blog now because I was so busy last 2 weeks..
Christmas, New Year and family bonding

Time Please Stop

Stop right there before I show tears

Stop right there before separation comes

So you can't leave

So you can't abandon me and leave

From here on, time please stop

Saying farewell

How am I supposed to be well

How am I supposed to send you away while smiling

I can't do that kind of stuff

I'll pretend I didn't hear it

Don't say anything and stop right there

The footsteps that are trying to leave

Paste them onto the ground

Also the paste the lips that is trying to say separation

So you can't leave 

So you can't abandon me and leave

From here on, time please stop

I said we should break up through anger

I even spitted on the face that was smiling 

I only paid back what you have done to me

You can't come now and throw me away

Just because they're words, does it all make sense

How are you saying bye to me

I don' understand those words

I'll pretend I didn't hear it

The feet walking away, stop right there

Extraordinary Love (ending)

“Why did you save me back then? If you didn’t do that, you wouldn’t have died... You would still be alive now”

“And then what? I should have let you die and bear the pain of losing you? Regretting every single minute of my life thinking I could have save you”

“Losing me?”

“Before you even meet me, I have my eyes only to you. I wanted to confess to you on that day that’s why I followed you. You’re always in my mind when I first heard you sing. I never regretted saving you on that day. Now, my unfinished business is done... I can return home”

“You’ll leave me?”

“I’m not the person for you. Soon, you’ll meet him. Rylai, please do one little favor for me.”

Rylai went to Ronald’s parents. She gave something to them that made them cry. It was Ronald’s necklace which was missing when he died. Rylai asked if his twin brother is home but he wasn’t there because he was on trip. Rylai told everything about Ronald and her. First, they thought she was a lunatic but describing every tiniest detail about him from a stranger, made them realize she was telling the truth. They gave Rylai a journal which Ronald wrote with his important events in life. Rylai bade goodbye. When she got home, she read the journal. She cried because she realizes how much Ronald treasured her. Ever since, Ronald never shows himself again.

Two years has passed after I met Ronald. Now I’m a vocalist of a band called, “Cold Portrait”. Thanks to Ronald, I’m still loveless. After the concert, there was someone who left me flowers with a love poem. I wanted to thank him personally so; I said I want to meet him/her at a restaurant nearby. My, my, my, I was the first one to arrive, I was too early. A person walks by and I thought I was imagining things because he looks like Ronald-matured- kind-of-way. I have already moved on and there he was, back again.

“Rylai... Rylai!” he said. I was startled. “Sorry to surprise you but you look like you were in another dimension. By the way, the name’s Rick”, he continued. I have come to my senses, he was Ronald’s twin. Rick and I were talking for hours. I discovered that he can also see Ronald’s spirit. He must have seen him because twins are linked in some kind of way. Even.In.Love. He was telling me he liked me (so straightforward). “You have a different style from your brother”, I laughingly said to him. “Even we are twins, we are completely different, but we love and respected each other... I think”, he replied. Ronald was the shy type while Rick was so straightforward. Ronald is serious while Rick is humorous. Both of them are gentle and sentimental, they are no totally opposite. (Rick’s attitude is similar to mine, coincidence?). “Rylai, thanks. You set my brother free. I really appreciate it”, Rick said as he broke the silence between us. “I am happy to know that I brought smile to those sad lips of his. By the way Rick, what do you like about me?” I asked him directly. He gave me a strange look and answered, “I read Ronald’s diary... I mean journal... Well, when he described you.... I... I... Do I have to explain it?”

“No, there’s no need”, I said calmly to him. I could not torture his pride any longer. I already know what he meant after all. Looking outside the window, I saw Ronald smiling and waving goodbye and he just disappeared. I look at Rick and smiled, this is a beginning of a new story.

The End

--wahh!!! I'm kinda embarrassed of my story... It was kinda predictable and so overly dramatic...--

--hope you enjoyed reading it--

--I'm still finishing my another story.. It's title is YIN and YANG.. It has two parts.. The first one is finished but the 2nd one is not.. Hope it doesn't disappoint you--